I kind of died a lot this week. Like, multiple times if that's even possible. :|

I was having violent chills a few nights before, followed by a spiking goddamned fever. Of course, accompanied by throbbing headaches, stuffy nose, and dry coughs. Tyvm body. (It's been like a decade since I've felt like that.) I'm better now thanks to medications and, uh, rest. Sort of rest. I'm not physically rejuvenated yet, and my mind was -- and still is -- worrying and anxious about school shit. This week is, well, shit. :\ It isn't that bad if I wasn't ill. Thanks to being ill, I had to cut a very important class for zoology. God knows how far behind I am now. They've already dissected toads and memorized a fuckton of new jargons, while I'm lagging so fucking much behind. OH? And long exam is on next week Thursday! Omgyay sucks to be me!

I went to school yesterday to find out our class wasn't going to take zoology lecture's long exam. Ms. Chona was absent and I hope she gets better soon, too. ♥D: (Such a shame though. If I'd known, I wouldn't have gone school anymore, and stayed home to rest more. xx;)

And SPEECOM today? Not a pretty scene to watch. You guys will get second-hand embarrassment from me, I fucking swear. :| I've seen ratings from my class, and I totally didn't need to see how badly I did. Just -- fuck, I stank like rotten eggs. (*sigh* I wish I could have been next week's instead. OR NEVER. lol.)

I know, I'm putting unnecessary stress to my body by just thinking of these. Which sucks.

...I have chemistry handouts to finish for tomorrow. I'LL DO THEM FUCKING LATER. *falls*

*heaves* Alright, make me happy, DBSK! ♥ (AND TENIMYU OMG. SHITEN 5B~ ♥)

BUT OMG TAKKI. ♥

TVXQ FANBOY OMG. -- courtesy of hibimaosuki~

OH TENIMYU. ♥ NEVER CHANGE. (He's with Kuji, btw, and asdhajkfgqwuilcfgjlscblqwicbqlICBLWHJ I CAN SO SEE THEM FANBOYING OVER TVXQ AND MIMICKING THE STEPS TO MIROTIC. SDJKASHDAJKSFHJHFJjsdbhjaksgb SGHAJFBAS *BRAIN IS FRIEEEEEEEEEEED*)

Although, I kind of wish I were them to watch them in Tokyo Dome. D8 (I can imagine the hefty price. LAST PERFORMANCE IN TOKYO DOME ON JULY 05 As I like to call it, senshuurakuuuuuuuuuuu.)

THEY WERE THERE TO WATCH JAEJOONG + YOOCHUN DUET. HELLO KITTY SONG, DAMMIT. D8 They were probably snickering, "OH, BABA SANG A SANRIO SONG TOO." Could Baba have met TVXQ? Yes, this question is more important than schoolwork.

I HAVE TAKKI AND KUJI STUCK IN MY HEAD DANCING TO MIROTIC. OR EVEN. *GASP* 9095 POLE DANCING FTW MICROPHONE SEDUCTION FTW. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

*heaves*

Fuck, I need to watch a TVXQ concert. (Not immediately, of course. Maybe, um, like next year or next two years? IDK. D8 *stares at meager allowance*)

1. School.

o I've finally told my mom and dropped SOCIPSY. Hopefully I won't regret this. *crosses fingers*
o I fail as an Englicom trainee. D8 I'm going to pass my applications late askldjklashj. *headdesk*
o About SMS (psychology organization)? I'm not sure how to apply. ^^;;
o I fucking love inorganic chemistry 1. For now. I miss Mrs. Rivera, aka my high school chemistry teacher. ♥
o SPEECH. ON. THURSDAY. I'm supposed to do an informative speech about tea being enjoyed in different cultures, but I'm somewhat backing out now since it sounds a bit boring. D: Any topic suggestions?
o We're dissecting frogs on Monday/Wednesday, lol.
o SIR ROOOOOOOOON. ♥D8 This man is made of adorable asdjaklsjdl! (What is it with me and male clinical psychologists? IS THAT MY FETISH?! D8)

2. Fandom.

o OH WOW THIS EXISTS?
o DBSK + variety shows = A++ comedy gold. 8D Seriously, man, I love them so hard. ♥ Which, btw, they were guests of a show called Star King, and I freaking LOL because I have a friend whose name is Star King. XD;;
o Sarah Connor's Under my Skin! Again, more lol'ing ensues here. (Hey, I like this, tbh. :D AFAIK, both DBSK's and Sarah Connor's agencies bought the rights to this song from someone. So the "omg who stole who's song" is not a valid rumor.)
o sfhgwuilfglsfgl PROUD in Five in the Black concert. ;__; I love how Yunho is being all manly and shiz, biting his lower lip and refusing to blatantly cry. ;;♥ And, um, yeah Jaejoong is crying in his heart ajkdhjskdh lol XD. My heart bleeds whenever I see this performance. D'8 They've gone so far in Japan. ♥
o ...anyone willing to update me about Tenimyu? D:

3. Self.

o I'm fuck tired for some reason. I had to sleep my whole afternoon off today which felt really good.
o How's everyone? :o♥

Happy Birthday, aoi_honoo! ^^♥

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( School drama: TO DROP A SUBJECT OR NOT. D8 )

PS. FUCK, INSOMNIA KOREAN VERSION IS SO ADDICTING. DDDDDDDDDDD8

Met up with Edward, Elisha, AJ, Hazelle, and Chester today while I was with Joanna in KFC Taft. I BAWWED. :'D Kind of like a mini-reunion. (Except that Chester mentioned that he'll visit Uno later today. Elisha and I were like "OH HAY-ELL NOE D;.") Reminds me of the time when Hazel, Jocelle, TL, and AJ were outside Andrew building, and I just got off my groupmate's car because of a project. They were like "OMFG ELAINE YOU RIDE A CAR TO SCHOOL D8" and I was "WTF NO D8." (I always ride the LRT to school. XD) We chatted for a minute and went "HOSHIT I'M LATE BB GUYS TAKE CARE ♥." :D I love those coincidences. XD

Anyway, thanks for the feedback. :D;; Makes me feel more like a loser, ahaha. Kidding. XD♥ ILU all. :DDDD♥

Oh, and Kamote, I did hear about him. :)) LMAO. Let's see how many girls he'll court by the end of the semester if he survives, shall we? XD (I barely passed botany, btw.)

BTW! Belated happy birthdays to purple_umeko and ds522! 8DDDDD

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BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW. 8DDDDDDD♥

( Random DBSK not-so picspam! )

And Changmin in MKMF 2008! Awwwww~. ♥♥♥♥♥D8 You sweet/sarcastic/mood-swinging bastard, ILU. ♥D8

And because we need some YunJae fluff every once in a while. ♥ I thought the hug was really cute and, uh, fluffy. (credit to omonatheydidnt)

THERE WAS A GUY IN DLSU. (NORLY?! 8O) Nope, not crushing on him. His polo shirt had 357 printed on its back! DOES IT NOT SOUND FAMILIAR?! WHY YES IT'S THE REVERSE OF 753 AKA NAGOSAN AKA DORK!NAGO KEISUKE AKA IXA-SAAAIZUUUU. That was a surprising sight to see. 8|

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Anyway, random question guys. D8

ALL THE SINGLE LADIES: Has anyone ever bothered to court you? (Comments are screeeeeeened.) This is my supremely random being asking this question. *raises hands* There's probably an unconscious reason why I want to ask this, but I don't have it at the moment lol. :D;; Really, though, I'm curious. Honestly, I've never been courted by a guy (or a girl lol :D;;), unless you count a prank by my friend ashdjkasdh. XD;

I'm not the whole "I NEED TO BE LOVED BY A MAN/WOMAN OMG LIFE IS SO INCOMPLETE ;(" drama. But I can't help but think why no one has bothered to ask me out yet, lol. I think I'd rather be the one who asks someone out rofl. EXHIBIT A: MY PSYCHOLOGY PROFESSOR/S. NO I'M NOT BEING A NARCISSIST HERE. D8 Um. How do I put this in a not narcissist way? D: JUST PRETEND IT'S NOT. 8| Anyway, going back, I think I'm rather... decent? XD;;;;; It's just straaaange how others who are... less decent than me manage to be in a relationship while I can't. ^^;;

_{Maybe because I can be such a sarcastic bitch sometimes. Much emphasis on BIIIIIITCH. LOL OHAI CHANGMIN. ♥}

(I'm going to get hit for this entry. 8|;;;)

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SKIPPED SPEECOM AGAIN TODAY. NEW PROF. Just orientation and such. No impromptu speech after all. \o/ And this morning I felt the exact same way as I did yesterday. Light fever, runny nose, and such. :| Need more rest!

*GOES BACK TO SNOOZE MODE*

Have you heard of it? It's an international Korean channel and we has it. ♥

WRONG NUMBER PLAYED AND I FLAILED. IT WAS IN HD. IN HQ. ON MY TV.

_{...we don't own a flat-screen plasma TV. BUT BY GOD IF IT WERE ON PLASMA TV I WOULD'VE GOTTEN MULTIPLE SEIZURES ALREADY. okay I'm exaggerating. AND OHAI LOOK EVEN DOORI IS OMFG-ING.}

EVEN MORE HD THAN CHANNEL V OKAY. IT WAS LIKE YUNHO WAS DANCING IN FRONT OF ME, AND JAEJOONG DROPPING HIS EXPENSIVE CELLPHONE INTO THE WINE GLASS HALF-FILLED WITH, UM, WINE. *ditz moment* ARIRANG ILU FOR BEING CRISP AND CLEAR ON THE TV. *glomps TV DDDDDDD8*

SORRY I'M KIND OF HIGH RIGHT NOW. D8 D8 IT'S WRONG -- FUCKING -- NUMBER. orz orz orz

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'kay, going back to my lame cave. 08 am classes tomorrow. Good, because Sir ROOOOOOOOOOOOON. ♥ Bad, because ugh 08 am classes, and the typhoon-that-might-sweep-Metro-Manila-off-its-feet-in-the-afternoon.

AND SPEECOM IMPROMPTU SPEECH. D8 *headdesk* I hope I don't start babbling and rambling like I usually do and make sense for once. :(

Or it could be my allergy acting up again. I can't really differentiate between the two when I'm having the symptoms (runny nose, sore throat, light fever). It's identical to both illnesses. DDD: Why I get light fever when I get allergy? I ask myself the same thing. XD;; (Could it be the piggy flu? Nah.)

ERGO! I cut class. Never in my life (maybe, lol XD;) have I been so happy to cut class. It is raining like woah. D8 And include my illness. If I had stayed for SPEECOM class, god knows what my state will be tomorrow. (Wasted? XD;) Actually, I've already been feeling... physically down since this morning. Weak. My body was screaming in aghast (especially my eyes), telling me to get back to sleep. For some reason, my eyes have a mind on their own. While my brain is all "WOORK WOOOOOOORK DDDDD8" my other body parts are shrieking "STFU BRAIN AND GO BACK TO UNCONSCIOUS MODE KTHX." Unfortunately, my body is more dominant than my brain, so I came home to get some rest. (...but seriously, brain stfu and listen to your body. D:)

Random: ...also, I was told by a classmate that I need to get a social life. Strangely enough, I wasn't crushed when she said that to me. ^^; I'm an introvert indeed.

BTW GHAIZ. D8 I LEARNED SOMETHING NEW. Introvert doesn't necessarily mean shyness, nor does extrovert mean outgoing and fun-loving. Introversion means when a person gets easily emotionally drained socially, while extroversion means when a person gets energized when dealing with people. For extroverts, it's the more people the merrier. They get tired when being alone. AND BESIDES THEOPER GEEK TALK, I learned so many practical things in zoology. :O Like when a mother's blood type is, say, A and the embryo's blood type is inherited from the father, say, B. The mother's immune system can detect the embryo as a foreign body, AND IT CAN KILL THE BABY causing a miscarriage. DDDDD8 I was like "WHUT D8."

So, um. That ends my ramble/geek talk, rofl. I need to get some rest. D8

I was watching TVXQ's PV of Tri-angle, and while I was reading the translation provided, I was like, "okay whut this thing sounds really familiar D:." Then it dawned unto me. Bamboo's Tatsulok is eerily similar to Tri-angle. WELL, the melody isn't the same, but the meaning of the lyrics are really, really similar. Not to mention the title, lol. Tatsulok = Filipino term for triangle. Basically, both are conveying the idea of "what the shit is going on in this world?! For crying out loud, do something, humanity! DX"

I'm still lol'ing at Tri-angle and Tatsulok. *headdesk*

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Random question: Should I join CSO or not?

A lot of people are forcing me to join. Frankly, Idk why. o_O; I'm trying to juggle between SMS and Englicom at the moment, and I want to be an officer in both organizations. Hmm. And to think that I also wanted to try out working at ITC. XD;; WANTED. The deadline was yesterday and I wasn't able to submit my forms. I guess it's second term for me. *sigh* I just... wanted the privilege of advanced enrollment. XD; And allowance. ^^;

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We have two dogs now. :3 We received a Labrador Retriever (she; Cookie; beige) and a Terrier (he; Hiro; white). Honestly, I have no idea what kind of terrier we have, lol. XD My guess is that he's a West Highland White Terrier, and definitely not a Yorkshire Terrier. He's a six/seven-month old greedy little bastard who loves to eat and wreck havoc. But he's a sweetie since he loves to cuddle and play around randomly (like jumping up to your thighs and snuggling ♥ such a sweetheart). Cookie just arrived today, and she easily adjusted to the environment. (She's six months old. :3) As of now, she greets strangers by jumping up and licking/slobbering. She's... hyper and naive, safe to say. XD; She's amazing, actually. :D We just arrived to the conclusion this noon that her name will be Cookie. I was calling her Cookie all afternoon, and she responds pretty quickly. :D (Hiro took weeks -- until now he probably still doesn't know his name, lol.)

I'm hoping they don't fornicate and produce terrier-labrador-whut puppies. XD;

Oh, and Hiro is petrified of awkward when Cookie's around. XDDDD;

He debuted at #10 a few days ago, and he's still steady at the chart. #11 as of today. ♥ GO BB. :D

And I now know why the label Avex sounded familiar when I heard it from TVXQ. XD;; Kazuki is under Avex, and so is (was? D8) Tetra-Fang.

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School was akshdfjfhlasjdgfasjl*deaddeaddead*

...rather interesting. I was on the LRT on my way to school, and I kept on sniffing because of my allergy. The lady in front of me, upon hearing my sniffing, suddenly grabbed her handkerchief and covered her face. I guess it was obvious I was from DLSU. I lol'ed mentally. 8D;; Paranoia/hysteria is worse than contracting the disease, hon, please don't forget that.

Besides that, I'm slowly getting the hang of SOCIPSY. (Sir Javier is slowly getting to know my name. Idk if it's a good thing. XD;;) I love my zoology professors -- both lab and lecture classes. ;A; Ms. Chona is my zoology lecture prof, and she is the sweetest thing EVER. (She's a geneticist and a fashionista to boot. :O Not to mention she's really pretty, too~. :3) And, Ms. Cindy is really adorkable. :D AND CUTE. Like a kitten or something. D: D: I LOVE THEM BOTH. ♥

For the next few weeks, however, I shall be petrified of the truckload of schoolwork. I'm bracing myself. D8

Annual recruitment week for the organizations, btw. ^^; I'm limiting myself to Englicom (Fil-Chi organization) and SMS (Samahan ng mga Mag-aaral sa Sikolohiya; psychology org, btw I love the org's name ♥). Officership among others are still not so sure. But I am hoping for a spot in SMS. ^^;

Disabled comments (for now) because afjakfhsjkdlfhla Idk if I can get back to you guys at the moment. D8

Count that I don't have an mp3 player either (am going to get either Sansa clip or fuze -- someday, lol). D8 Trust me -- I was so bored I had to pick a textbook and study random topics. I rarely study at home. I usually bury my head in textbooks at school during breaks.

School starts again tomorrow. orz (Fuck you, piggy flu.) I need to give back the book to DLS-CSB's library. It's been overdue for... a week and a half? x_x;

My mom also told me (WHO -- I REPEAT -- HAS NOT STILL GIVEN MY BABY BACK ;;) a typhoon is entering Philippine territory, and I went "well, shit that blows" in my head. T__T Why, weather, WHY. D8

I love Yunho in ~T~ concert. FABULOUSLY GHEY. But I like you that way, hon. ♥

Man, the hairstylists hate him, huh? D: (Let's... not forget his chicken-hair and his weird-ass hair in Mirotic. As much as I love him, I was baffled with the asymmetric style. XD;;) This is just one of the few pictures of him with decent hair. (This and the Richard Poon hair. Or I'm just biased because C'MON RICHARD POON IS ADORKABLE, TOO. ♥)

Anyway, icon is relevant as I was pretty amused too. I was watching some random stuff on TV, surfing channels and all that jazz, when I came across Jack TV (or not -- I can't remember XD). The scene was an actor sitting on an electric chair, and the subject was being told by an experimenter to "shock" the actor if he (actor) answers wrongly. The shock's voltage gradually increases as the incorrect answers frequent. ANYWAY, it's a freakin' prank or something. My memory's fuzzy. :x

THIIIS. I was just studying this in SOCIPSY a week ago. XD It was an experiment by a social psychologist Stanley Milgram, in Yale University; a behavioral study of obedience. (Extra info: It caused quite a controversy back in the sixties. People were questioning his lack of ethics in conducting the experiment.) I lol'ed to the floor when I saw this on TV. XD I HAD ONE OF THOSE PROUD GEEK MOMENTS. ♥

Which reminds me, maybe I shouldn't have taken SOCIPSY this term after all. ^^; I haven't taken experimental psychology yet, and SOCIPSY is heavily based on EXPSYCH. Uhh. >>;; I-I hope I survive? (FUCK YOU, PIGGY FLUUUUUU D: *SHAKES FIST* I'm going to have a harder time in SOCIPSY because of the one-week delay! FUUUUUUCK. >>;;)

( Random TVXQ ramble. )

Also, now that I'm on my period, I can't believe I'm laughing it off because of censored!Mirotic. XD;; WTF. XDDDD;

EXHIBIT A: Kuji (2nd Kaidoh) likes TVXQ. (LMAO, seriously. Taking a picture of himself beside TV!Tohoshinki! XDDDDD♥;;)
EXHIBIT B: Yuichi (PureBOYS) likes TVXQ, too. XD

Then, what's this thing I hear about Keisuke liking TVXQ too? 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Hell, he bought The Secret Code adjaklhfsjklfhajskdfhn *flailcakes*

♥ THESE BOYS HAVE FANTASTIC TASTE LOL ♥

AND. QUIZ TIEM. D:


DOES THIS PLACE LOOK FAMILIAR TO YOU? ♥
_{(Sorry, it really is dark in there. XD;;)}

( HINT: IT SHOULD. IF YOU'RE A TENIMYU FAN. D: )

That's my spam for the day. :O (Yeah, just to forget my weirdlolwhut entry before this. XD;;; ILU GUYS. ;;♥)

Before I die and go to hell XD;;, I need to watch at least one concert of TVXQ.

NOTE: NEED. Not want. NEEEEEEED.

Preferably in Japan? But Korea's good. XD

_{I. WOULD KILL. TO SEE LOVE IN THE ICE OR HEART, MIND, AND SOUL ONSTAGE. And Mirotic, because. Just because dammit. *A* AND BALLOONS. WITH YUNHO'S SPARKLY BADASS PINK COSTUME AND DALMATIAN!JAEJOONG. XD}

*headdesk* This is what zoology does to me. WHAT? DNA STRAND BREAKAGE? Poly(ADP-ribose) synthetase? *HEADDESKS MOAR* It was given to us as homework, and it was never discussed or even mentioned in class. I don't know about others, but I couldn't comprehend half of what the article said. XD;;;

School's out until next weeeeeeek. I have no idea what will happen to me -- us DLSU people, yes even faculty -- starting next week. XD; I'm dreading SOCIPSY already. ;;

Yes, you will. Also, geek talk ahead! :D

This post is about my psychology OTP aka Sigmund Freud/Carl Gustav Jung. Remember how I mentioned before that they're my OTP? WELL. It seems that it was actually canon.

...why are you looking at me like that? IT IS I SWEAR. XD

Theories of personality is FASCINATING. Common sense isn't enough to explain a person's personality. I mean, how can you use common sense to cure someone who has multiple personality disorder? This is why theories exist to attempt to explain personality. This is why psychologists formulate theories about personality. Hence, why we study the said subject. Besides, I love the sexual tension between Freud and many of his other boyfrie -- colleagues.

_{Anyone taking general psychology in college? Specifically in DLSU or DLS-CSB? Listen to me now and be scarred for life as I narrate Jung's admiration for Freud and vice-versa. And how the love friendship between them fell apart. UM HEY, at least you have a background of why they created those theories. Theories of personality are almost always derived from a psychologist's experience. So there. XD}

Anyway, back to the topic about Freud and Jung. This post will contain mature concepts, so if you're uneasy about the talk of sex, I advice you to not proceed. BUT WHATEVS ANYWAY IT'S THE GODDAMNED INTERNET. WHO THE FUCK CARES. XDDDDDDD

( Mini-introduction: Sigmund Freud and Carl Gustav Jung. )

( Or if you want to venture straight into their relationship. (How they met, what happened, and Jung's *cough* admiration towards Freud.) )

I'm -- just going. :D;